Subject: anxiety again 315 views

[momo]

My hiatus thread for Momo. Got a verdict on when I get to transfer to warranty and that's on Monday. Also got some paranoia about the hours and my relationship but that's a fevered, paranoid discussion for another time. I'm not sure when I'll post again on Momo but project maybe Sunday or Tuesday. ... Actually I have odd hours with new hire training I just thought of (3:30 to 11) so it might be a bit more delayed than Tuesday, an entirely new sleep schedule to get used to.

BUT I SWEAR I SHALL POST WITH HER. My muse has actually been fantastic, comparatively speaking, lately if one considers a depressed 2-3 year dry spell. I'm juggling three characters relatively well which is amazing.

[momo]

Alright. So I've been in training since Monday but I've had distractions come up I will admit that have also assisted in draining my muse. Tomorrow me and my boyfriend are going to a memorial service for his grandma that will have us tied up all day I'm sure. Then we need to see about getting my wisdom teeth taken out which will cost me 30$/tooth which still blows my mind. This is what insurance is like!! Holy crap! Then I'm going to my parents for Thanksgiving which may be stressful. Don't know yet.

\o/ I may be getting guppies out of everything though!!

But I have been slowly working on a response for Ser and will work on one for Tanz shortly as well. I'm not sure where I am with Jicklet as far as posting order goes, I love her and Niinii, they seem like they'll be a lot of fun. Chevko's got development that has to go slow, she won't start down the dark path I want her for another little while yet.

[chevko]

So, I'm slowly becoming active again and working my posts, but it'll be slow going for a while. Currently my attention is split between work and trying to figure out how to pay a bill. And the time I'm trying to turn my anxiety from the bill away is going toward playing Tera. If anyone has any suggestions on breaking up a 500$ bill, please message me. Seriously. I'm sure a third notice is on it's way or something.

[ronin47]

It's just good to see you alive :C Couldn't you pay the bill bit by bit? Or ask for cash so you could pay the bill and just make it up later? Or you can ask for an advanced Christmas bonus.