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Post by cronus on Oct 26, 2012 12:37:51 GMT -8
 Ideal-RebelSeventeen | Male | player | any is fine | Ryan KhanThe CharacterIn the real world I am nothing. They don't care about me. They don't care about any of us. We are just cogs in the wheel of life. I understand some people can live like that and be happy but it isn't for me. I have long desired the chance to prove that I'm more just a cog helping the everlasting cycle but what is there to do. Maybe the real world just isn't for me.
I can't stand just being a teenager. Maybe it's cause I don't fit in. I don't hangout. Friends ... people don't even realize I exist most of the time but it's not their fault. I have done this to myself. I haven't made myself the most noticeable of people in this world full of nothingness. I just watch from the outskirts. Watch as my parents argue over nothing completely forgetting me their only child is lonely and desires more from life than just maids and butlers. That I desire a bond from another person.
Teachers were the only other people I spoke too. They didn't care to be my friends they wanted to get paid and travel to the next house to teach. Private lessons made me smart but they left me bored. What was one to do with every toy they wanted when there was no one else to play with them. I probably couldn't even hold a cordial conversation with another child if I tried. Especially since I'm not from here. I don't fit in with Japanese kids. I'm an American boy. Our interests aren't the same but to be fair I stuck out in New York too and England before that. You can't become comfortable around a culture when you move almost every 3 years. It hasn't made me angry though. I'm just waiting for my chance to leave this shell and become the person I was meant to be. I was born to be an adventurous man not a corporation man like my father. I'm the leader of my own ship and it's time it's finally set it's course.
The RPerName Cronus is fine
face claim tales of the abyss, luke fon fabre
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