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Post by sakuya on Dec 3, 2012 8:46:42 GMT -8
ANGEL-GIRLfifteen | female | player | any | Sakuya Tsukamoto The Character If a complete stranger was looking at her from a far, they might think she was just a normal young girl, with pleasant facial features. They might even think she was rather pretty with the way the blond girl smiles, and laughs. Yes, someone who didn't know Sakuya, might see her oddly kind-hearted expressions, and think she must have a good heart. However, what one may observe about her is only skin deep. Let's get one thing straight, and this is going to be very frank. Sakuya isn't kind, no natter how she behaves, or what she looks like. An act of kindness, has merely a hidden motive to benefit herself in the near future. If showing kindness or friendship doesn't benefit, she wont ever give it a try. Honestly, in her mind, acting out of the goodness of her heart with no motive, is like an animal going against their natural instinct. It'll just wind you up the losing being, and well, she isn't one for being the loser in relationships.
This personality and behavior could have come from a fair share of things in her history. Her parent's divorce had done a number of emotional problems to her as a child, as well as a low confidence level. However, she doesn't like to look at her past self, as she believes it was weak, and fragile. It's all about now, and fighting to have the upper hand in situations. Which is a game that Sakuya enjoys winning the most, as it truly does tickle her fairly large ego. Thus, she isn't one to dwell on the past, seemingly no matter what occurs in her life.
Just because she doesn't like most people she meets, doesn't mean she's a serious person. In fact, she's proven herself to be quite the mischievous young girl. She finds great enjoyment in nosing around business where she doesn't belong, especially when it comes to relationships. If there is anything Sakuya loves, it's spreading rumors/gossiping about others and their relationships. Part of her always hopes that it will damage it in one way or another, after all, in her mind, if she cant have the perfect relationships, no one should be able to.
Lastly, as mean as she is to others, she hates to be alone. It's where guilt, and her own thoughts can consume her, and leave her to her own secret self-loathing. Being around others, is kind of a way of feeling secure, and like she isn't losing control of others, and her hold on life. So, even if others don't particularly like her being around, Sakuya insists on following others around.
The RPername Ruby, Jackal face claimK-ON!, tsumugi kotobuki
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