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Post by löwe on Sept 20, 2012 5:34:21 GMT -8
 LÖWE16 (10) | male | staff | n/a | kimura kouichiThe CharacterIt was a username, Löwe — Lion. He wanted to get confidence from it, to be brave, to be stronger. He wanted to be able to hold his head high among the rest of the Digimon Online staff.
But he couldn't.
Every time he tried, he failed. He shrunk and swallowed every word they gave. It disgusted him, and he hated how he couldn't change and shed this weakness, even his avatar was stuck with a child's appearance.
A part of this world was his. It wasn't just theirs to control and do whatever they pleased. It was something he devoted his entire being into. (Even his mother's efforts didn't reach him — After all, this whole thing started with him doing this for her.) He was the one who did everything to get it working. (It didn't matter if he refused everyone else's help.) They needed to get their hands off his creations and focus on someone else's. There were plenty of other things to work on in Digimon Online.
His was safe.
His was perfect.
If only he could work up the nerve to tell them.
The RPername nachtmare
face claim digimon, kimura kouichi
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